I have a story to tell about baking today, and along the way I’ll share some photos of one of the first Brenna-allergy-free recipes I created — that I can still use today! Go ahead and skip to the end of the post if you just want the recipe and none of my anecdotal shenanigans. =)
But first – a note about the recipe! These oatmeal breakfast cookies are perfect for taking along with me when I have a day out and won’t be near a microwave that could heat up my veggies, rice, or proteins. Paired with berries or applesauce, they make a delicious dessert that reminds me of pie or fruit crumbles in the Summertime. Paired with honey or nut butter they’re a great breakfast, comparable to eating a bowl of oatmeal but with the bonus serving of fruit!
Ok, let’s get started….
Baking was one of my favorite things pre-allergy diagnosis. My family has never done desserts regularly (we’re talking only on birthdays and major holidays, here) so there was always a huge feeling of indulgence and freedom that came with creaming the butter and sugar, rolling soft cookie dough between my hands, or panicking because I’d licked a beater that had incorporated egg and knowing I WAS DEFINITELY GOING TO DIE as a result.
(Every corn-free individual is unique – my unique allergy is ok with this raw, organic clover honey from a local business, Bee Kings! You can visit them HERE. This is not a sponsored post, I just love their honey.)
I loved kitchen creation so much, there were times I considered a future as a chef or a baker – but that dream has long since sailed. I have a hunch Le Cordon Bleu isn’t interested in training a chef who can’t taste her own food, never mind breathe in too hard around it.
For a while after my initial diagnosis, I thought I would be able to bake gluten-free, dairy-free, nut-free, corn-free and cane-free. But over time I learned these things:
1) I react to beet sugar even though I’m not allergic to beets. (Beet sugar is completely GMO in the USA, and GMOs hurt me),
2) Bob’s Red Mill brand is barely corn-light, and far from corn-free (they do great work as a dedicated gluten-free facility, but corn allergics beware!)
3) Xanthan gum (essential component in the quest to mimic gluten textures) is always grown on either corn or cane sugars. No dice. Guar gum is a passable substitution, but finding a corn-safe guar gum has me stumped.
These realizations were painful, and I ran from them for a long time. This is a pattern I think all of us with allergies can relate to – even when we are dedicated to cutting out all our allergens, we have moments of denial. I thought “maybe my gut is just having an unrelated bad day”, or “surely I just ate something else that triggered this reaction…”
Nope. I was lying to myself. It was the baking.
So I had to stop. I stopped baking for months, and it felt like years. I did more research, and was pretty discouraged by what I found – so many corn allergics like me, who had given up on cakes, muffins, cookies, and bread. They sustained themselves mainly on limited safe grains, veggies, and lean grass fed non-FDA-compliant-butchered meats. WAS THIS MY FUTURE? (Answer: Yes. Yes it was.)
Depression set in hard. I know for sure I was miserable to be around as I processed all this new limitation. Losing even more freedom of ingestion is like a pet dying (at least it has been for me). The cat I had since I was 8 years old died a month ago, and I know I cried for him just as long as I cried when I found out about my allergies.
But the thing about allergies is… your allergy-cat keeps dying. Every time you find something you’ve loved since childhood has an allergen in it, every time your sensitivity changes, every time you smell someone else’s normal food, it dies inside you because no matter what some [REALLY REALLY WRONG] people may tell you… your taste buds do NOT forget what any of that tastes like. I remember with painful clarity what pizza is like, guys. The memory brings neither joy, nor satisfaction.
(REMEMBER TO WASH YOUR HANDS BEFORE ALL OF THIS, GUYS!)
Until eventually, after all the obsessive browsing on Pinterest, when all the techniques absorbed as I searched for the perfect-fit Brenna-safe baking recipe to appear…. an idea clicked together in my mind. I’m sure there are recipes out there that inspired this one, but I don’t have a way to track them down, and I sussed out the amounts on my own with my safe ingredients.
And so the Oatmeal Breakfast Cookie was born. Essentially, they are a bowl of oatmeal that allows you to look like an adult while you eat it out of your hands! I throw them in my purse for long outings along with some fruit, and it saves me some jealous hunger pangs when my friends stop for coffee or burgers.
As of yet, these are the ONLY thing I bake. I am working on some variations using this base recipe (anyone up for a berry crumble recipe?), and also brainstorming some flatbread ideas. I’m really excited to be starting this blogging experience, and can’t wait to share more with you.
I hope you enjoy! Comment below to let me know if you try them (pictures encouraged!), if you come up with any substitutions to fit YOUR unique allergy/restriction combination, or if you have your own tale of baking woe to share.
Make sure to check below the recipe for important notes about specific allergens.
Simple Oatmeal Breakfast Cookies
(Vegan option, Dairy-free, Egg free, Nut-free, Sugar free, Gluten-free option, Corn-free possible)
Makes roughly 8 cookies, depending on size.
- 2 c flaked oats (or normal oatmeal, pulsed a couple times in a blender)
- 1 c oat flour
- 1/2 t cinnamon (optional spice additions: nutmeg, cloves, cardamom, etc.)
- 1/4 t baking soda
- 1 c of my unsweetened raw applesauce recipe (you could also use pre-made applesauce – but use a bit less, because pre-made tends to be more liquidy than the raw.)
- 1/2 c coconut oil, melted (other oils may work – let me know if you try!)
- 1/4 c honey (agave, maple syrup, or other liquid sweetener for Vegan option)
- Preheat oven to 375 degrees.
- Combine dry ingredients by hand in a large bowl. Set aside.
- Combine applesauce, oil, and sweetener with a whisk or fork. Don’t stress about this step – it will not fully combine.
- Add the liquids to the dry ingredients, and immediately mix with a large spoon until fully incorporated. If it seems very dry, add a little more applesauce. If it seems too goopy, add small amounts of oat flour and oats until it begins to hold together more.
- Let the mixture sit for a few minutes, allowing it to soak in the moisture and bind together.
- Once the mixture is a bit more set up, use your large spoon to scoop the mixture in 1/4 cup portions (or less, depending on your desired cookie size.) Roll into balls, and flatten on cookie sheet until they’re about 1/2 inch tall (exactness here is not necessary. Just make sure they’re not too thick to heat through). These cookies do not spread, so don’t worry about spacing either.
- Bake in the center of your preheated oven for around 15 minutes, watching carefully near the end –
* For softer, more crumbly cookie, pull from the oven when just beginning to become golden (patches of pasty color is fine).
* For a drier, more firm cookie, pull from the oven when the tops are a definite golden.
- Let cool on the cookie sheet, or eat immediately with some of your leftover applesauce. 😉
Gluten Free – As I’m sure you know, oats are only gluten free if they come from a dedicated gluten-free facility. There can also be cross-contamination issues in the fields the grains are grown in. I understand Bob’s Red Mill is known for being good to GF individuals, and I’ve had luck with Einstein brand and Cream Hill Estates (I buy in bulk through Azure). Always research and use safe-for-you ingredients.
Tree-Nut Free – I’m sorry if you do react to coconuts (my understanding is, some tree nut allergics do, and some do not.) Consider trying another oil comparable in weight/density, such as grapeseed or canola.
Corn Free – It’s hard to know what to tell you. I know your crazy-limited-ingredient pain. Use your safe-for-your-sensitivity, heavily researched ingredients. Substitute as necessary. Feel free to email me if you have questions (FAQ time -I use Azure cinnamon, Karlin’s baking soda, Einstein’s oats, Bee Kings honey, and peeled organic apples). The ingredients I use *should* be safe for a broad number of corn allergics (I’m on the sensitive side), but we are all unique and have to be individually cautious.
Godspeed, allergy friends. Be safe!